I don't connect with people any more.
The one person I long to connect with has built a wall between us, and only allows me on the other side briefly, when it benefits them.
I used to connect with people, but it never turns out well. So I have lost my enthusiasm for trying. The only time it happens is when someone needs something.
I meet needs. That's what I do.
However, that presents a problem when it comes to my relationship with the Lord. He doesn't need anything. He simply desires to be with me. I hardly know what that would be like. It's hard for me to reach out, just for the sake of knowing Him.
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