Dear God,

Once again, I am staring into my future, and wondering what You have for me next. My marriage crisis is currently at bay once again, but no apparent change that will last. I fear that this will all come to an end, and I will have failed.

You promised to fight for me, that the battle was Yours. Are you? I believe you are, but I can't see it or feel it. I just have to know it. I'm hurting. I need Your healing balm. Your word promises joy to those who fear you. I could use some joy. Some mercy. Your everlasting compassion.

Thanks in advance for the miracle You will make out of all this. It will be something to see, I know. I am waiting around for that!